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2 out of 4 results are out. and i pass both. thank God, pls answer my prayers and help me pass econs too and if there is extra space help me pass my finance too. oh please God. i dont know how God will react to my prayer considering i didnt visit him for almost a whole month. okay, for a start i AM considering to start yr 3 next feb instead of this september. simple because i am so shagged out from all the stress and pressures. i am not concentrating in my work, not attending classes, not doing everything i should do. i seriously wonder how does a person recharge. go on holiday to somewhere else and relax? whenever i do that, i feel as if i come back unrecharged because i still use energy at wherever im holidaying at. like, if i decide to go bangkok and relax. ill still be shopping, walking around, forcing myself to wake in time for damn breakfast, and all sorts of things man, rushing for the flights, quarrelling with family members and so what. in other words, adding pressure. i feel so burnt out as if, i need to change myself. machiam, out of batt then change another set. like, i need another body. so maybe i need a holiday down to somewhere where i can need NOT rush for anything. maybe i shld decline receiving free breakfast just because i absolutely CANNOT wake in time for it? i am running on auto pilot and reserve fuel. i dont know how long this can last. hopefully till august 11th, because that is the last day of my this sem's exam. then maybe after that, i can REALLY do whatever i want. like, getting a pub job or something like that. i need, something new. i dreamt that i went into prison last night. yada yada until a phone call from my mom woke me up and i didnt get back into it. maybe like what eloise says, i shld go cleanse myself and stop being a smuggler. i need a new mattress, funny is that i am at jurong everyweekday just minutes away from IMM and i dont have the time to get a mattress to save myself from the attack of the damn.. bed bugs. i dont know what it is to stop scratching left and right man. when i get well, i seriously need to thank God. okay. enough. i am SO tired. i havent packed. i hope to meet cand in hk and i wanna play MJ REALLY SOON! :D and. i CANNOT wait for steph to be back. i need to prepare my sissors. haha 12:33 am powered by blogger |
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