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Thursday, May 12
delimma delimma


i seriously dont know what to blog abt tdy cos my day was practically non existent?


except:

i am watching jin pai bing ren, again.
its on 55 and i cant stop watching the damn thing.
where gao fei thought he was gay because he likes linghu xi
but linghu xi is actually a girl.


sometimes when i spot something bad, i hope to prevent it.
and then i try to tell pple abt it
but the thing is.
people wont listen cos it didnt happen to them.
so really, there've been so many times and i am jst so sick and tired of helping to lookout cos it IS my responsibility.
but ive also got to accept that all i can do is warn and the rest isnt up to me.
oh god, but it does hurt to see the person walking right into the damn hole i jst climbed out from.
like shelwyn say, whatever that happens aint gotta do with me.
and i am trying hard to accept that
even if it is people closest to me.


sometimes i wish i cld be more cool, more detached, more.. this and more that..
i am trying.
sometimes, its jst hard to be bad.
but sometimes, being too sober will only cause onself misery.
maybe i shld jst start learning how to mix my own white russian.


im bloody tired.
and the eva (charlie's) sold bloody 3240 worth of clothes yesterday.
i think she shld jst quit law and take over my marketing la.
and why the hell aint my bung from Aldo workin?
tmr tmr.
i shld get my own ciggs soon.
s o o n.
the reason why i kept procrastinating is because..
IM OFF TO BINTAN NEXT WEEK.


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