x ange
Monday, December 27



its ridiculous.
when i held it up, you left me hanging there alone
and when i finally put it down,
you came running back.
i closed the door
but somehow along the way,
somebody would open the door for you.
but once its down its down
i just hope the door would stop opening.
its been nuff
i'm exhausted.

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seriously, i dont give a damn how youre feeling.
why should i give any cent to how anybody is feeling?
what yours aint mine.
sometimes i wonder why the hell am i even bothering.

i needa let go.
get the drinks flowing baby.

i think i'm taxed out.
and i dont like to start school burnt out.
mia again wont solve anything
and no thanks to the world looking for me again.
i guess i cant avoid the unavoidable.
i'll just teet until it smashes me in the face again.
i've some balancing to do.
i'll settle this after my bday.
that is, if i get so much time allowance.

off with the music.
cant stand it myself.
haha.
hmms, i'm pms-ing.



4:30 am


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