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Thursday, November 18
sleep is very important.


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that's my question in mind.
why? again?

yesterday was the ultimate bad day.
both physically and mentally.

now i do understand what it means to have your heart crushed
the pain is literally as if your heart was made of glass and a hammer went down on it. hard.

rant on the phone for 5 hours with eve last night.
thank God i was exhausted
betcha she also didnt go to school today.
haha.

sleep is very important.
after the sleep, today i'm much better.
yes, indeed.
i slept for 9 and a half hours.
a very good 9.5 hours indeed.


2 weeks to the end of my exams.
2 weeks for wendy to become a mrs
2 weeks for the ticket to freedom
2 weeks.



i want to go back there
but i dont want to.
i want to see her
but i dont want to.
i have a dead end in front of me
so i better start reversing.
i dont know why is it happenning all over again
all i know is that
my christmas wish wont come true.


despite all these
i think jol's practicalism rubs off on me.



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