x ange
Monday, November 15
i have loads of love to give away.


i see people fag, i CANNOT fag.
i see groups of girls sitting around together talking and laughing, i think of us doing exactly that at bistro.
i see lesbians couples tgt, i think of.. i dont know but you know. was it ck or so and so, i really dont know.
i dont even know if i actually do like them.
just this.. mixed emotions flowing.

flowing, in my blood.
i feel the need.
i feel the heat.
the 5 days was pure agony.

okay, i am exaggerating it.
wasnt that much of an agony but it was
almost unberable.

but now that aud and i are both back,
we can shalalala again.


i got down the plane, went home and went bistro
thanks to all the mamas there who thinks my hair is damn funky
but that damn ck was laughing
now you know why i didnt want to go bistro,
but i went and got it over and done with.
i am gonna take it off before my birthday.
i was to swish my REAL hair about on my day.

so now that i am very happy
but i would be even happier if ck had done something.
do what, i dont know
but something... something lahh
my life is lacking of romance excitment.


and oh, we shall go for wendy heng's church wedding shall we?
i think we owe her at least this
and she did invite us.
4th dec.
MY EXAM.
i'll have to check my exam timetable.


i need to club, smoke, and get drunk.
i mean, drunk as in drunk.
as in i dont know whats happening
so much so that i need somebody to bring me home
hurr hurrs.


i want to watch sweet november.
anybody's got that show?



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