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Dad called today and updated me on hokkaido's tempt now, which is about -1. we'll see how when I finally get there in 2 weeks. it'd be colder. aye, finally, my kind of cold. I think I am very drama mama. stef says she gets sick just listening. haha. yeah, I think I do overreacted in somethings. my weekend was bad except bits and parts of sat night. minus the 50 bucks and the ysl and a couple of other things, yea. Its okay. BUT I SHOULDA HAVE STAYED. obligations and more obligations. I don't understand why am I plagued by all these invisible house rules that I try my so very best to keep which only results in my mom not appreciating it and trashed me all the same. I don't understand why I even bother to keep myself in check when I could have just gone ahead and do that thang that I wanted to. I even more don't get it why I even do all these when I could just have my way all the way. I could just have stayed and defied all gravity. but I didn't. and I don't understand why my mom doesn't value all these lengths that I go to just to show to her that I aint uncontrollable. it hurts to know that I keep trying but she either she rejetcs or she pretend that it didn't happen. I never stop trying but if its a one way street then there will be one day where I just get sick of everything and stop it altogether. EXAMS IN TWO DAYS AND I HAVE NOT STARTED MUGGING. we'll see how pro I can be in stuffing a whole load of econs into my head just hours before the exam. haha. why the fish am I always challenging myself on such weird things anyway? got my eyes on you, baby I like what I see. 1:05 am powered by blogger |
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