x ange
Tuesday, October 5
anastasia myskina - my fantasy


i love my class.

and we have another 2 months together!

not bad. our class found the balance sooner than i thought we will. even eve loves the class! heh.


relationship makes your mind boggled. i dont know whats love and what relationship does to you, that is why i usually see the root of the problem because i am not involve in anyway.

i am glad i am not in one. the few moments of cuddling and the false sense of love isnt worth for the anguish and pain that i have to pay.


i dont believe in being dependent on somebody for something. i dont like that feeling because it makes me vulnerable.

like what my dad says, if the person decides to take an off day, then youre a nut case because you wont know anything and cant do anything because youre so used to depending on the guy.

i dont like feeling vulnerable, i dont like having a sense of loss or loss of direction. i even more dont like being unable to do anything or the feeling of being useless - knowing that there's nothing you can do.


heh.


and tyra banks is very hot.

and whats more. i think if shandie learns how to fucking walk properly in the high heels and potrays the REAL her, she's got a long way to go. shandie is like... there is a wall between the real her and the image of her she gives out. its blocking the real her out. she needs to crash this wall.


and i like yoanna. her bone structure is so sexy. just need to stop looking at the floor and strut her stuff. the confidence aint there.

and camille, a bitch who knows what she wants. red lights, beware.



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