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the new spelling for my name is ange, pls make necessary changes. my house is still alive even at 1230. everybody is awake. my dad, mom, sis and me. its been a long time since everybody was up this late. no, its not late to me or sis. but its to the rents. ok. the horoscope is so damn true. and it came true. now, i am at a loss. streats tells me that "The romance toll you're on isnt going to end just yet - but it may turn more passionate. Someone who's been hiding their feelings is ready to talk" its such a toll and i am gonna just die of it soon. the internal turmoil is shreding me into pieces. and it is gonna get more passionate. which means, shreding me into pieces isnt enough. what else? boil me and use parang and cut me like chicken curry?. when i read that, i wished the someone is ac. but no. and i havent have the chance to talk to you yet. i dont want to because there isnt anything to talk about. because i am still hanging on to her. just a little while more. and i dont want to waste your time. cos it is unfair to you. and i dont want you to think i am treating you as a spare tyre. because youre not and you dont deserve to be one. i am not desperate, i have my limits. me, chris, pingping and tung went to the lib today to study. I got 1/4 of the ppt out. slacked but there is still time. (: heh. my sister was clearing the study room and there was a few thangs mine. one of them was char's letter. we used to just.. throw the letters into each other's classroom. it doesnt matter cos the whole world knows its for her or vice versa. and for this particular letter, like the many others, ended with 'love me and me only'. i do love a lot of people because a lot of them are God's Gift. They are the showcase of the Lord's perfection. but loving a lot of people doesnt mean, i am in love with them. haha! chrismin said i love so many people and she doubts my love for her. i love her, but i am not in love with her. haha. she's my school bestie. :) and OH! today is safie's birthday also! fwah! haha. his 20th. and next week is.. hmm.. atap's birthday. i think its atap. 20th sept. which i wont be around. and this time they are gonna get the pandan cake cos he complained about safie's chocolate cake! lol. its either pandan or choco. lol. and oh man. talking about atap. he is crazy today. for the first half of the class, he was totally clueless. he's like.. lost. then after break, he was suddenly "switched on". he suddenly understands consolidation. then mr tee said, "woah atap. so on the ball ah?" because he answered every question correctly even before me or veron had to answer. then suddenly he got lost. then mr tee was like, "atap.. you on the ball. but the wrong ball lahh". -.-''' i like my class ya know? met mona and ma ai kwee at the lib today! they were doing the assignment man. siah lah. make me look like a damn slacker. and somemore! yesterday derrick and christine was at the lib too! yea. my class no slacker. except for me and eve. dammit. and oh man. tmr. i dont want to think. i will reply all the sms tomorrow. i have like, about a dozen of sms to reply. :X lala lang. nights. 11:54 pm powered by blogger |
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