x ange
Monday, September 6
i'm wasting my time, cos she'll never be mine


first thang: i have got 4 tix of jeff chang&sky wu concert tix. facing stage 98 bucks tix. now going for 70 per tix.



concert: 11 september 8pm, singapore indoor stadium.



those interested, please contact me. price negotiable and all must go! (:





my new project is about human management. there is a term for it actually but i cant remember what francis tan said. i am still thinking on how to do it since we are suppose to think out of the box. i mean, freaggin hell, this is a business presentation.






anyway, please dont support tommy Hilfiger anymore. God didnt create it in such a way that any one race is superior than the other. those who believe in that, should just go shake hands and rub shoulders with lucifier.







1. nickname in sec school?
angie, gie, ng, pippo, pirlo. i am already angie since i stepped into sec sch. NOBODY calls me angela, for freaks sake. except shushilla that is.
2.which sport you were into?
aNs: swimming, floorball, tennis
3. had a gang of frens?
aNs: patch for sec 1, i hanged out with everybody in sec 2? aminos for sec 3/4
4. best subject?
aNs: English, Chinese, Fnn
5. worst subject?
aNs- maths, science
6. a teacher you owe life lessons to?
aNs: i dont owe only life lessons, i owe them my life. lee mee chin, janis, geraint
7. a teacher you wanna kick in the ass?
aNS: who else. shushilla sunda




**Describe **
8. sec 1 year:
aNs: blind
9. sec 2 year:
aNs: happy
10. sec 3 year:
aNs: Moderate.
11. sec 4 year:
aNs: slacker
12. your best frd was?
aNs: i dont know how to answer that
13. your worst friend was?:
aNs: huh
14. cafeteria food sucked?:
aNs: it is the best ever ever
15. most hilarious school rule?:
aNs: cant use teachers toilet? but who cares
16. wore uniforms?
aNs: duh
17. how was the prom?
aNs: Graduation. good
18. who was prom king and queen?
aNs: Girls' school.
19. any achievements?
aNs: besides proving to shushilla that i wasnt an airhead good for nothing useless girl, i think among a lot of people, i am the only one whose able to actually talk to a teacher on a friend basis.
20. were you popular?
aNs: was i?
21. best song that reminds you of high school?
aNs: there are some..
22. unforgettable sec school crush?
aNs: crush is the wrong word. char chong? ac? but she aint a crush..
23. most embarrassing moment?
aNs: Dunno.
24. memory you'd like to forget about secschool?
aNs: i dont.
25. best memory?
aNs: beating unity at the finals. held a lot of meaning for me. and i am really blessed (blessed sounds so cliche) lucky that i have a team who were willing to help me do it and there to care about every minute details.
26:any regrets?
aNs: slackin in sec 4.




i love watching wu jian dao (infernal affairs) over and over again. its a good show. haha. i mean, at least its got a strong casting. :D






doing that sec school quiz, gets my brain going a little. i dont know for others, but sec i had a very tough time. a nod from a high powered teacher really could lift you up. despite having crunch time under shushilla, there was lee mee chin. i dont know if this balances up the all the wrongs i was pinned and all the rights that were given to me which werent mine.




at that time i cannot be sure if they were mine. and even now, i still cant accept they are mine. i never take any rights for granted because i could not even start to understand it, so there wasnt the waste issues. this was one of the things which teachers like lee mee chin, janis kok and geraint wong actually knew or rather realised about. and when people ask me why am i so close to teachers, i cant answer. because even if i said i had depression and they gave me strength, people will not even begin to even believe.





i guess everybody has got his or her issues at a certain point of time. and usually we can all solve it by ourselves after some time. and when you realise you have too much of those and cant solve it all by yourself, find a shrink. i did. and i am damn glad i did.





and one more thing. if you cant bloody bring yourself to trust anybody. i dont see any reason i should even associate myself with you. because that is the most basic requirement of being a friend. maybe if things were to go damn long term like me and jol or me and claud then its totally another matter. and you know what? i trust jol with my life. yes, i do.





if this situation was reverted, it would be the i-dont-want-to-friend-you thang. but no. when you grow older, if you taboleh tahan, you just siam. (:




and this song actually makes me happy. i dont know if you can call me sadistic but the tune is very.. happy tune? haha. and it reflects my feelings right now



Recently I've been
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl
Whos out of this world
Believe me




Shes got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me




So many nights now
I find myself thinking
About her now




Cos obviously
Shes out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin me in
And I know I never will be good enough for her




No no, I never will be good enough for her




Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now yeah
Up to LA
And thats where I'll stay
For two years




Put it behind me
Go to a place where she can't find me
Oh




Cos obviously
Shes out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And I know I never will be good enough for her




No no, I never will be good enough for her
She's out of my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cos I'm not good enough for her(Good enough for her)




(Adlib)





Cos obviously
Shes out of my league
I'm wasting my timecos she'll never be mine
And I know I never will be good enough for her




Cos obviously
Shes out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin me in
And I know I never will be good enough for her




Cos obviously
Shes out of my league
I'm wasting my timecos she'll never be mine
And I know I never will be good enough for her




No no, I never will be good enough for her

`koon



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