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Wednesday, September 1
if only i could turn back time


i was preparing to sleep. but i had one accounts sum not done and i felt like i needed to do. i couldnt let veronica win me by that much because in 5 sums i only can complete 2.




stupid ming lee. lil pea. and i am not gonna let him have his way. bagero.





today was a very fufilling day. it makes me wish that i could turn back time and be a sn girl yet again. i really miss that place. one fact i never realised about our school or even the canteen. it isnt that hot. really. i sat there from 2 to 7 to do jun's coursework and i didnt felt like i was gonna die of the humidity.




and sn brings back a lot of memories. that is what happens to you when you are in one place for too long. and esp, when that place is sn. and wendy heng told me something damn valuable today. she said, the teachers motto is that they aint too concerned about our results. their point is to make something value added in our lives. well, they certainly did mine.





and i went back with cia. and jas came later on. jeya said something like, i am very attention grabbing and she usually misses out on cia. haha. dammit. i know. but i dont want to? as in seriously, i never ever tried to purposely AA before. i swear.





i cant figure why some people cant stand teachers? i mean, they are humans too. they have a life and its just their job. and most of them are pretty nice people. escept for shushilla sundaraji. Devil's advocate. here to disrupt student's school life. the debators are all suay to have been in it.





vern's birthday party on sept 11. so is my dad's. i got to plan well. all aminos invited. those in sg anyway. i met so many people. glad to be around today. and i miss all of them. everysinglebloodybody. we use to see each other everydaydammit! haha. and jiaminah, what a good session. i need to see you more often. so we can crap. haha. dammit. we are becoming some crabcrappers. and youre making me wanting to go back to school and study. maybe i should. so jun can study too. HA.






if only i could turn back time. then we wouldnt end up this way because i would have pressed on to make it otherwise. dammit.



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