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crying over the love i will never have not bad. i love catching up! haha good day in school? at least not too bad. i still dont know who is ah qing because when i came to class, the seat beside nick was empty. so.. then went to the lib with pingping and tung. the more i look at tung, the more i think he looks like william hung. next time i paste his photo. and he listens to chinese songs but he doesnt understand because he's vietnamese and not vietnamese chinese. still! he has got 5566, ah du, sun yan zi, david tao, etc in his song list. haha. met jiam at 7 at serangoon mrt station. then off we went to vern's house. chill out, catch up, played mahjiong with rick and watched singapore idol. THEN, vern wants to play bridge and i CANNOT get it. for the first time i cannot get a card game. but you know what. i got it. and i just needed some time. because at the end, i kinda knew jiam was my partner? because of her bid and i was helping her to win the stacks. i just didnt know how many stacks to win. and i make a lot of mistakes then again, its vern's birthday. but i would get lost at the start too. like i knew jiam was my partner somehow but helped vern in the 3rd round? but after that i was kinda clear then again i would make stupid mistake and let vern and cole win. nevermind! i understand it now. my brain is getting rusty. just chill` and chill`. i feel good. like.. good. talking to jiam has a therapeutic effect. straighten out a lot of thoughts. well, this is my last thread. if she isnt gonna respond. its the end. unless she makes the first move the next time. i really dont want to like.. somebody. and i dont. but the threat is there and i know it. its seems to be waiting for me to drop into the hole. its not too good. i dont want to. do i? tomorrow. hais. i want to wake earlier. but its accounts. i dont have to snatch seats. i have my own. i just dont like that chair. haha! blew 150 bucks shopping today. a new denim blazer and new black boot cut pants. both for work. it never ends. does it? work work work work work. dammmit. and vern's dad is a joker. haha. just like my dad. betcha jol wont be able to stand it. haha! i am very very tired. koon`. oh! and guess what?! it takes only 10 mins from vern's hse to my hse if i cab. and if i train.. its crazy. haha. its so near! my gosh! 11:59 pm powered by blogger |
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