x ange
Sunday, August 29



i watched moonlight express two times today. not of intent. i just happen to flip to that channel. and even i know what was gonna happen, i didnt switch to other channel. and i have watched that show a total of maybe, 5 times? it makes me miss leslie cheung. and going into madarin oriental would not be the same anymore.




i really got to get back to hong kong soon. i need to get vcds and cds. our local video stores are friends of failure, that i hope each of them close shop soon. i dont wanna rent, i want to buy. and i want to get moonlight express vcd or dvd plus the soundtrack. and other tons of movies and vcds which arent allowed in. happy together, for example. and xinni's steven ma's cd.





and when dad goes to japan in november, i need him to get some vcds for me from the kyoto store. but i have this tingly feeling he doesnt have that time. dammit. why didnt i check it out the other time when i had ALL in time in the world to shop? it didnt hit me that i would have wanted to buy something from the dvd or vcd department because i dont watch the tv.




i found out i really like watching infernal affairs. wu jian dao. they keep playing it on channel62 and i have to keep watching it because there isnt any other stuff for me to watch.not bad.



and i need to remember to stop gushing about olinda, or else my dad is gonna suspect i am crook.




one more point, i dont like to receive things that would irritate me. one biggie is those computerized ghost pictures. i just received one from juliet and it pissed the hell out of me. i am not freaked out, why would i anyway? given on what i went through, this is peanuts. but i am out of that and i wouldnt want memories to come back and haunt me on a even worse basis. it took me something to get out of that. dont make me go back.




whats the thing about trying to freak people out anyway? what do you get? if i was any other girl on the street, you might get some satisfaction because you probably would freak me out. but i happen not to be those girls and all these would only irritate me. so stop it okay?




shall get to sleep. nights.




i look at the moon i see my crime
thinking of you, i lose my mind
its something i'm quite sure its fine
read my mind




i dont know whats the song title or anything. but its one of the soundtrack in moonlight express and i am so gonna hunt it down.



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