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aint no end i dont understand. oh no, i dont. why some people see death as an end to a certain thing, or even an end to life. He who died for us to forgive our sins and give us life everlasting. so i dont understand how dying would solve something or why dying is necessary such a sad case. maybe if we are talking about abrupt death ; eg, automobile accident. or else, if its natural its time for you to meet God and continue life with him. every ending is a beginning of a new phrase. since He put you here, why not take the time to enjoy and look around? dont so kan cheong to die. when it comes, it will. we tend to take things a lot harder because of the inability to let go. i dont know why are we so scared to let go. but actually its ok. and best still, they dont kick up much fuss. for example, when i slam the merce car doors i tend to make sure they are actually closed because mercedes being themselves.. you need to SLAM. and please remember NOT to slam japanese car doors. i wanted to slam myself so badly when i slam gg's car door the other time. happens when you belong to a continential car's gang. anyway, today i didnt SLAM but i knew it was closed. still there was this.. "kua buay song" feeling which would usually make me open and slam it again. this time i didnt. i had to learn how to let go. the thing is closed. opening it and closing it again will do nothing cos it is already closed. sit back, relax and enjoy the show. maybe because people around you may get their priorities mixed up or set in their own way does not mean you necessary have to follow them. for example the 5Cs, yes of course. with it, youre more comfortable material wise but it might give you helleva pressure before you pull it off. i mean, youve got to have some min 10K salary per month to sustain that kind of lifestyle. and there are a lot of things which arent necessary. doesnt mean, other people have. you must have it too. relax, sit back and reaccess your goals. you heading the right way, pal? HEH, i have my old friends back in the same class. not all but enough. i think chrismin and juliet are in the same class even though they arent back yet. ping2 is BACK! and she is in my management class! heh, and the usual. dasar is and tung too. and so is nick's bestie. but i dont know where nick went tho. and it sounds weird because i dont usually call him nick. anyway, i still dont know which one is ming li's bestie. i think its maung myak tun but then again, it might not be. because i joked with myak tun with poeb, janice and ming li before. so.. and when you add my course notes tgt, they form the thickness of the dictionary. dammit. how in the world do you get through those stuff? now me and ray are getting it. since he got in smu, he seems to be stress neverendingly. which i probably will feel it more when i get to my second year which starts... in NEXT JAN. fcuk. how pleasing. and i am getting a lot of sweet invitations. eve ah dasar.. haha. and i love the FOOD ping ping brought back from xiamen for us. dammit. it food. haha. and eve.. mr ronny (friendster invite man) replied man. and i am gonna sms him. i was rude to him and i shld say sorry. heh. but friendster's down. again. hais. usual school crap. am tired. bloody nightmares. 5:17 pm powered by blogger |
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