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woah, blogger change again? I think i have a problem. No, problems i mean. 1) I sleep now at 6pm. If you want me up at 9pm, its near impossible unless you use fried oyster from carpark come and woo me. And i wake at 12 or 1AM. Then i am awake for the whole day. But then again, i am CONSTANTLY tired. I woner if i might suffer from multi levels of persona. Because i loses time, you see. If you have read sidney sheldon's Tell me your dreams, then you might come close. Some of the time, i dont know what i am doing. Either that i am staring into space but i am sleeping inside. I can feel it la. Like today, i was staring into space and sleeping on the inside. Until a guy hit me accidentally then i was "woken up". kinda like alarm clock ring to wake you, like that. ridiculous eh? 2) I have a lot of old friends whom i have almost successfully lost contact, contacting me again. I am irritated, but not exactly irritated. I mean, those guys are my FRIENDS. I shoudnt be irritated. But unfortunatel, i am. I already have a problem juggling aminos and my classmates. I feel so bad for not spending enough time with the aminos, not as much as i would like. and now, these silly friends contacting me taking away my precious time? No, i am not so bad. Friends are important. whose kidding who. I will just have to plan my time wisely. 3) i realised i have trouble relating and liking some people. I dont know why. It never happens in SN. Maybe the people are just not my type. I have trouble communicating although i dont show it. Its getting to me. I am so tired having to detect everyone's bloody feelings and likings and find some fucking solution to solve whatever problems they have. No wonder they think i am so smart. I am dying having to do that everybloody single day. And i dont eeven relate to them. Hell, i talk. but all i do is talk shit. Nothing like the proper stuff i talk to aminos/sonya/sb. school's getting to me bad. 4) No, now i realised i cannot have the whole bloody world being my close friends. I thank God for letting me have the closer friends i have now because i really want them to be my close friends. shit. jolene and i are having a really ridiculous and weird convo.. she becoming a lion then a merlion.. damn it la.. hahaha.. shit. MY STOMACH IS HURTING! laughter and hunger combined... you wont want to try it.. ahh.. entar edit. 2:42 am powered by blogger |
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