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statistics mr poh wants not only a pass from me for his module. he told me straight man. can you believe it? and mr poh's class is fcuking STATISTICS. to put it simply, its just maths. actually, much to people's astonishment, i actually like maths. i think g kinda secretly know i do, and so say all my maths tuition teachers. yea, i think maths is fun. just that in the past i am plan too lazy and not signing up to retake maths with g is simply a wrong step. I should have because i am practising so often now. and i need to do a whole stack of them before next week end. but nevermind. i have more than enough things on my brain now. and hope that i dont switch off like how i did when Os were near. I just coudnt start up and study or do anything. scary and mrs seah understood but i didnt open up to her. argh, old news. i hate human nature. its funny how i prevent somethings from happening because i have got experience in it and i know how it feels to make that mistake. what's worse is that mistake just kept dragging on for years and i actually make no move to change the status quo. it wasnt a mistake, just a decision taken that seems to result in a very funny status quo. but thank God that we just both settled into it, and what i am afraid is that you both cant find a proper status quo to settle in because one of you simply wants more than the other one. and when you want more, things just change. i dont try to change your minds because its your issue. i told you my view point, my mistake, my advise and if you dont wanna take it, its fine with me. i dont feel anything but its your call. i will support you, no doubt. :) WOAH, its 1.44 alr! time to sleep. or else i will report later than usual again. which i have been doing for the past month.. 1:28 am powered by blogger |
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