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make a great photo why is everyone putting their pics up on their blogs nowadays? hmms, weird. Anyway, today was a fafuckingbulous day! Mumsy woke me at 8.05 and i continued to sleep and i had a very good dream. First dream in a lot of weeks/months and a good one at that! And i like the guy in my dream but just when something was about to happen, mumsy screamed at me to wake immedietly. So, i had to. wasted 5 bucks on herworld mag because the machine didnt accept my ten bucks. but nevermind, i was not that late for school. and i am due to read herworld anyway. realised there was no classes today but still everyone turned up! so mr tee had to teach and we could check our assignment marks. ITS AN A!!!!!!!!!! I kinda knew it because mr tee said my work was fine. made my day, obviously. And my pretty pretty went to cut spike! Why is everyone snipping spike these days? Maybe spike wont go out of style afterall. but who am i kidding? :) I was going around being the radical one but now i am joining the membership of longair (i meant longhair. but you know some indians cant get the 'h' sound out? I am not insulting, just using it. no offense). To fit in to the crowd, since i am doing reception at clarke&mel's wedding, i have to grow long hair. So, i aint cutting it anytime soon. Its been a while and i dont even know how i would i look. And if i didnt cut at the end of sec 4, i would have had, maybe, steph's length? But anyway, i have one year to do everything. Grow long hair, get proper nails, grow back my toe nails, find the perfect gown (i was thinking of wearing sarong kebaya, but maybe not), shoes, sought out the best colour combination for 4 of us (make up, nails, toe nails, hair coloir, length), what the hell to do with my hair when time comes, get an acne free face, etc etc. I am really really glad that both of them are tying the knot. Mel is the first girlfriend of clarke that is the "bring-home" kind and not forgetting he really really is in love with her. It feels quite weird tho. He is my god brother/cousin and we are practicaly similar, it almost feels like my own bro. The headstrong character, the strong personality, we both tiger years but he is 1 round (12 yrs) older. His decision to study in aussie but the bet didnt come off well. He was focused more on patrying (my traid), doing drugs, smoking, girls, cars then his studies. He is partly the reason why my parents are against it, although i have more common sense compared to him and much less of what wildness but the rebellious streak still lies there nevertheless. ah, believe me. being rebellious and wild is like second skin to me, clarke, leonard and grabiel. i have been controlling and pulling back because i have more common sense than all my other cousins. one would be surprised by some acts which my other two cousins have generously shown. not that i am complaining, but because having seen them i bet my parents would know my limit is unlimited in that area. which is also fcuking why they wouldnt allow me to go anywhere but study in the dry boring singapore. and whats the deal? clarke belongs to my momsy side. saying less or under educated seems insulting but i rather say whom academic side never caught up. and whilst both leonard and grabs, dad's side, masters degree holders, seem to have more academic talent in them and also more mutinous and defiant cells in them. and my parents thinks that i am a combination produced by cells of both side. thus, the 3-in-1. which explains why sometimes i am so brillant academically and sometimes i am a big flop at everysingle thing i do. as for my wildness, just because i am pulling back with my dad's sensible brain doesnt mean i am not gonna let go and see how far i can fly. which i what i am planning to, soon. :) ok, gotta wash my face, read and then sleep. plan to wake earlier to swim and study. but as usual jol predicts otherwise. we'll see. 12:28 am powered by blogger |
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