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kidding,? no kid the scenario is highlighted by disappointment in a friend or lover and/or the realization that you have been neglecting your own needs for socializing, affection, and companionship is indicated. In either case, loneliness and feelings of desolation may arise. Perhaps you are sacrificing pleasure and love for the sake of achievements or to meet responsibilities. However, if you find yourself really unhappy right now, you probably need to reassess the balance in your life between work and play, between emotional needs and practical concerns. How true, how true. It isnt a simple disappointment by a friend or lover but a faamily member, or should i say family members. I have always treat all my responsibilities with importance because besides achievements the next thing that is my priority is responsibilities. And i am REALLY unhappy right now because i cannot find my balance between work and play, between emotional needs and practical concerns. But of course, practical concerns always rule over whatever emotional needs i have. Plus i feel desperately lonely for no particular reason until son sent me an equally desperate email and raymond to save me from a lack of eye candy. How true is a horoscope reader to assess a capricorn's life in such a few words. And this is what they say of my horoscope for today, Sparks are flying left and right these days. Be sure to wear your safety goggles! aiyo, how true. But the person whom i wish will catch the spark usually doesnt and those whom i have absolute no interest catches it accidentally or wrongly. so ridiculous. I had a good day today, just bumming around the house and slept the whole day away. What i practically did was sleep, eat, watch tv, sleep, eat, watch tv, bathe, internet and gonna sleep soon. It is rare that i get these off days in the past and i wont look forward to them in the future. I bet the computer guy's gonna come soon because i have absolute no luck with computers these past week. And much as he would come for the money, i wished he doesnt. just because. he would really start to question if i am indeed from st.nicks. cos i have been so moronic with computers. and i do not wish that to happen. And what's more. the guy possess big eyes. as i told eve not too long ago, i dont like guys with big eyes. neither do i like them small eyed. either ROGER or WANG XI wont fit me. And i feel funny facing a guy with eyes, big enough to compete with me. not that i am jealous (i already own a pair of goldfish eyes), the feeling is.. weird.. :| (i wish i would put what anto calls the gay smiley here but i dont think so. hahaha) I have handed in all my assignments and now is my time to actually DO THE THEORY of my subjects because exam's in a month's time. :S I know what to study for accountings and statistics. management is just to DO theory the FNN style and communications.. i just hope i would close my eyes and breeze through. when i go back to school in sept (after the 1 week break in august)n i would have MUD DON has my freaking lecturer. on why MUD cos he speaks like a MUD. and DON's his name. although he is really dammmit good looking (i wonder if his surname is richmond ;) )but.. no mud for me. facing anto and not surcumb to his mud style is such a great task which i have to face almost everyday. HAHA. that was a joke. i hope he doesnt reads it. :| sekali he really doesnt want to talk to me, which he indeed tried it before but it last but a minute. hahahaha. ok, there is this author who wants to get my writing PUBLISHED but i cannot let that happened and i absolutely cannot agree. i dont like in the big apple man. i just hope to win as much contest as possible on writing.com ok, gtg. entar. 1:18 am powered by blogger |
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