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Tuesday, March 9
some thoughts


9 mar 04 ; usin pda..

Bro mike is joining rcia. Well, what can I say? Of course as a clan of rciy, I certainly hope bro mike continues with us. He's been very essential . we'll we had our chances. I hope mum and dad joins rcia tho. It will be good for them.

I don't know what's up with my mom. Sometimes, I just want to run away. I feel very claustrophobic. I don't want to live life the normal way. Eg: finish uni and work, save up for house, car, get married have children...

I just want to go around, look at the world, learn the culture and spread GOD's love. Not that I don't want to graduate or settle down, or have my own business .. I just...

I want to live in places like bali, or [what's that place in summer sisters ?] santa fe?a monica ? With the water, house barefoot, with 1 or 2 kids, with my own restaurant , famous for my muffins or pasta, and a loving husband. A place where I can not bath everday [ not saying I hate bathing , just a passing remark],be barefooted or in indian sandles.

I want it that way now. Owning a degree in impt, but I am willing to give up being nutrionist to live in that dream area. Having a degree, in SG , means your certified to earn sone money. No one values knowledge for its own sake anymore. That's the only phrase I agree with abraham.. But to me, I want that degree is simply because of interest and the sake of knowledge.

Ah... And yes, I thought surfers paradise is a fantastic place. land is cheap, i can buy big. then when my frens and aminos and family relatives come to chill and relax, i can host..

yes, cars cheap there too. and yes, THAT'S the kind of life...



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