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yu yi zhi xia in a few hours time, i would have to be awake and meet janei and the rest. Surprisly how life have come to this stage, where i lost all my speech and writing skills, with aminos formed and cream and xy leaving for greener pastures (aint too sure abt the greener fields tho). Still remembering those days where i came to school in school bus with janice and stoning and going crazy in the early mornings, then playing with rui xia, claud (and one more person, forgot who) during recess. And until rui xia banged her nose and got into hospital that begun my fight with yan yun and gang. That was primary one. But it gave me many valuable friends that i still have today. Deborah, Ma, Steph Ting, Claud, jia hui, Diana ngiam, janice, shuyar, claud, MisS FOO SAY LIAN, etc. Then it was primary two and it tested my adventurous streak. Forging my mother's signature for Justin Choo because i forgot to let her sign the reply slips and was so scared she might scold, got my first specs. Know a whole range of friends. Jol, Vivian, Sarah, wen hui, laura de costa , etc etc... and know someone that i must have ben in debt to, felicia koh siu ju.. Somehow primary 3 was the worse of the lot. Had goldfish catherine ho as my form. Her "jolly well" still stucked vividly in my mind. I again, forged my parents signature because i didnt go for TAF. didint dared to tell my momma and i got to stand , yes as a punishment as in literally stand, for all her lessons. Catherine Ho taught me PE, so i didnt get to participate in the games which was a blessin to me because i never wanted to. And in primary 3, we had 3 periods of eng lessons, so i jolly well-ed stood for 1.5 hrs. Only till the last day of school she permitted me to sit down.. How sad is that? Then primary four strucked. I was bullied. This experience never will i forget.. felicia was in my class again. and we were the best friends and the worse enemies. Think back it was childish, but then again that was the first and ever last time i got myself bulled by others. She did lots of things to me, which i dont really care to repeat, because she and i are fine now. Torrid year. And i crashed my knee on the school track and had loads of blood pouring and you could see my meat. HAd to wheel around in a roller chair. They told me laura tripped me, but i didnt think she did because she was my friend. Literally, she was my real friend. Luckily there was Zai Jing. Her dad's a doc. To be honest, i was glad i was tripped. It was NAPFA test run that day. muahahaha..Yet, p4 was also a good year. With jun hui in the class... how could it be boring? Knew xy this yr too, if i remembered it correctly.. and oh! how can i ever forget?!!! YEE ON AND KA MING!!! :D haha then oh so primary 5. My best year in school besides my sec 3 and a lil of sec 4 year. Knew natasha, fell in love with charlotte, was in my first clique, knew pei ling made better friends with char yee and a whole bunch of people who stayed in sn for sec school. Sat with nat for the whole year. I was glad i did. (: Had loads hanky panky going on. hahaha.. was in the clique with jessica, charlotte, nat.. and me la. Knew steph. :D. primary 6 was not too good. with ms jaslyn lee (think i knew her in p2..) and jacqueline khoo sitting behind and in front of me respectively, my talking to others was greatly restricted because i had to shift so that they two could talk to each other. know loads of people too... like.. gwee huiling, charmaine tan, pamela , etc etc.. Surprise of how many people i actually know to date. Then on sec school. had a few relationships, had a few crushes, had more friends than what i expected, had more than what i wished for. With people like the aminos, son, sb, my lads juniors, the gracians, the faith people, the fnn people. everything. cant finish talking about how the decade went. It was a decade mind you.. How could anyone describe what happened in a decade in just an essay? I didnt say i wont miss lola, because that's rubbish. But what i hasnt expected was how much of emotions i am feeling now. Its just so much for than what i expected to feel. Like what cream said, you wouldnt know till when she/he's gone. One never learn to cherish what one has until one loses it. How true. They always say, if youre meant to be friends, no matter where you are or how old you are, you will always stay as one. I talked to shuyar on msn last night and realised we still stayed as good. Even though after dunno-which-grade our lives didnt manage to clash but nevetheless.. that's what i call old friends. really. With xy, i believe we would still groove together. because she also, aint allowed to have any friends better than aminos. :D this is for lola: You drive me crazy Why are you messin\' with my mind You drive me crazy Why are you tellin\' all these lies You drive me crazy Stop doing all these things to me You drive me crazy \'Cause all I want is to be free I\'m feeling weak, I cannot sleep My head is burning, I feel cold down to my feet I wanna yell, somebody help Is there a cure for what I\'ve got Somebody tell me I need your lovin\' face I need your sweet embrace \'Cause you are my only medicine You drive me crazy Why are you messin\' with my mind You drive me crazy Why are you tellin\' all these lies You drive me crazy Stop doing all these things to me You drive me crazy \'Cause all I want is to be free You\'re on my mind I\'m so uptight I feel sensation in my head down to my spine Goin\' insane, can\'t stand the pain Is my condition permanent, somebody tell me I need your lovin\' face I need your sweet embrace \'Cause you are my only medicine You drive me crazy Why are you messin\' with my mind You drive me crazy Why are you tellin\' all these lies You drive me crazy Stop doing all these things to me You drive me crazy \'Cause all I want is to be free 24 seven You are on my mind, I\'m going crazy You are the cure and you know but you don\'t care Girl you\'re driving me insane You can say what you want to Do what you want to As long as you love me girl, I won\'t front you You\'re the sweetest thing Let me be your man Let me hold your hand Or let me be your friend Meanwhile I will set the house Up on a hill Girl as you know it\'s all about the dollar-bill Gonna treat you like a queen Like a lady Chica, chico, you drive me crazy You\'re always on my mind I need you all the time So come and get with me \'Cause darlin\' you\'re the one I need Someone to hold me tight \'Cause I can\'t sleep at night You are my fantasy Girl you drive me crazy You drive me crazy Why are you messin\' with my mind You drive me crazy Why are you tellin\' all these lies You drive me crazy Stop doing all these things to me You drive me crazy \'Cause all I want is to be free Crazy Why are you messin\' with my mind Crazy Why are you tellin\' all these lies Crazy You drive me crazy Crazy Cause all I want is to be free Crazy you drive me crazy -nsync 11:49 pm powered by blogger |
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