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Monday, January 12
rouge


flight time : 1145

destination : japan ; tokyo ; narita


you can ceased sms-ing me till 20th. japan's phone system dont allow GSM.


settled everything for the japan's trip. and went for yiyang's farewell party.


i saw... saw.. :D


. i just realised i have bee cheating myself all along. So yes, i have to finally admit, not only she looks good (ok sb, i think you know who i am talking abt here. hint: looks good) but she's somewhat parallel with me. ( ok, she's smarter, with a better command of all subjects on earth) but in a way, she is similar. and i am attracted to these kind of people. you know certain 'kuan'.


so she noticed me. is she just plainly observant or does she know i have been looking at her? (no, sb. you dont do anything). cos my sis told me sth that she ermm. noticed. hmms. well, i think she knows i have been looking. well, she's my type but i'm not hers. suay or what? but all i want is a picture taken with her.. but why would someone out of the blue ask sbd else to take photo right?


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i left the party early to watch anita mui's award winning show. i could have stayed longer and feast on her right? but i think, the film is worth it. i wont get to seeing the film again (unless i buy the VCD which is currently hot property and sold out) but i can see her as long as she's not dead. you get what i mean? as long as she's alive and well, even if i dont see her physically, it equals to seeing her. ok, heavy stuff.

talking abt the film, rouge, is a really really sad case. the leads chose to die tgt, so they can be tgt forever (she's a famous prostitue,23 yrs old, he's a rich man's son,27 yrs old. family object to wedding cliche eh? but it was acted fabulous. ) he didnt manage to die (he didnt swallow enuff opium) but she did. she became a ghost and down in the Hades for 53 years (she waited for his arrival in the Hades for 53 yrs, until she couldnt stand it she came back up). (for those who genuinely want to know the whole story came and look for me) all in all, he didnt die, and she found him with the help of 2 people and he's really old&frail and he lost all his fortune. she gave him back their pledge of love. ( it was the 40s, he gave her a rouge with mirror. those small open&close kind where they hang on the neck like a necklace). in a way, he betrayed her. if he really loved her, he could have attempted suicide and went on to find her. and he kept screaming "forgive me" and she left to drink mengpo dang and reincarnate.


anita mui's gonna be cremated tmr. i wont be able to catch the live telecast of the funeral. God bless her and May her soul rest in peace.



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