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last day of the year bought zhou chuan xiong's dubbing cant wait for tonight actually, its gonna be party. and i'll like to join the aminos at cia's hse for countdown, but there aint even a 0.0000000(infinite zeros)0000000000001% possibility. That aside, i hope i can meet up with natz on friday night for dinner and son&sb in sat aft for lunch. Sounds scary but right some hours later, we are into a new year. Kinda swift, but we know it aint fast. And when i review my year, i can only bow my head in shame. I accomplished nothing. So, resolutions for next year : 1) give a call to SIA to confirm my flight before 3rd jan, 1a) give a call/ visit cartel/ ask aud to tell cartel that i can work, as in really work. even up to after june (a lie, but i want a diff working atmosphere) 2) call the language centre 3) go for head to toe course , 4) apply for the job at warehouse 6) get into poly with cia, 7) avoid ehud in milan at all cost! why the number 7 resolution, you wouldnt believe what ehud said to me. I almost fainted from shock. aint gonna say anything, i will only update those who already know what's happening. I may have to lie to ehud saying that i am not going italy in june, or else he will haunt me down. another point, i asked natz what's the deal between christian and the jews. and she kinda told me what happened. and for those who actually know, the christian are angry with the jews for killing our saviour (Jesus). and in the bible He said something about his faith not being accepted in his homeland. with that, i now spell it out. Ehud is jewish, but he's a free thinker. he eats figs and like it that way. and it was brought up when he asked me if i mind he was a jew. I said, probably not and we shelved out discussion for that topic later on. Just in case, he brings that up what shld i say? I mean. he's a Jew, but he's not antichrist. He is interested in the faith, but absolutely have no plans to embrace (as in to be a christian or a catholic whatsoever) in the near future. I read some postings on xanga. And the charismatic christians ask this christian girl to give up her muselim boyfriend. They state saying that God's love is for eternity but the boyfriend's (or husband for future) love aint. And if my aunts or worse granny and my dad(not racist in any form, but my dad doesnt really likes pple of middle east) finds out that he's a actually a jew, wont they kick him out of the house? so, in anyway, i wont be able to be with ehud. In all ways, i never wanted to be with him but hurting him was never my intentions. ah, screams. ah, again. 1:04 am powered by blogger |
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