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they must be cursing me You know, when somebody talks back about you, you get this sneezing frenzia out of a sudden right? I am suffering from it now. And i bet those people must be cursing me. And they include the remaining jayjaxjags who are taking their SS o levels now, vern, jiam and all those who are actually aware that i do not take that paper. Not that i am angry, they can curse all they like if they feel good doing that. hahaha! I mean, seriously, i dont mind being the object of anger vent-nishment. hahah :) (at least only for now) Got the feary paper over and done with today! I feel as if something have lifted up from my chest (but not for too long, once i remember that maths paper 2 is coming, it beats me back to square one) I have to mention that i feel relief that i did not suffer from a mental block today. That is a lingering fear plainly because it happened to me before, and after that incident, i always make it a point to prevent it from happening. I thought about something for a lil while and i have to say that i agree with stef&co. that we should do the compo first. Because in the prelims and Os i didnt managed to complete my composition. but in prelims i really had not enough time. and in Os i didnt managed to keep it within the half and hr limit simply because i had a little mental block due to the stress of the examination. So, if i had attempted the compo first, i probably would have finished it in time. I used the word probably because i would have suffer a greater mental block. Now, what i mean is that the functional writing actually calms me down because it require less content compared to the compo and its arguably easier to do. So, since i've got something to calm me down, i can write better for compo rather than thinking through hastely (since because i dtill have to worry about the letter writing) and end up with a bad story. Logically, stef&co are right. Talking about the mild mental block. I have to admit that the compositions are ridiculously hard to even start thinking for a plot line. It was almost impossible to write but student being students, we have no choice but to force out a story. When i realised i was gonna suffer a mental block, i quickly go through all the compos i wrote in the year to see if i could use any starting. Prayed to God and Mother Mary. Then i picked one, and started writing. just like that la Comphre was fine. both paper were okay. yeap. Now, i finally understood why jeya told me that content is nothing in Os. because the titles forbid you to write any content.. simple as that. 2:41 pm powered by blogger |
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