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Wednesday, November 5
i saw geraint on tv


I have lost all sense of reasoning. I came back from school today, totally dejected and disilusioned.

The lit paper caused this disequilibrium in me. And when i read Wong lilin's interview in eight days, i couldnt understand what she was yakking about, and when i try to make out, i fell asleep.

This is only the third day of the Ordinary level exams, and i feels as if i have lived through 3 weeks without sleeping. Oh yes, i am that tired.

Completed 3.50hrs of chinese tuition today. covering most of what seemed like important topics and stuff i have to take note of. No matter how much i want to study chinese , i know i simply cannot. Although i am a master in reproducing something i read,almost exactly, up to a few days ago (depending on how important the thing is), but even if i tried reading the chinese compos i am commanded to memorise now, with maths coming up tomorrow, i cannot. Again, my heart is thumping wildly at the thought of it.

Give me a bed and i will sleep almost immedietly.This is a good sign, as it means that i probably would not spend the whole night thinking about maths. And when maths is over tomorrow, i am coming back home to hibernate till 3pm. WIsh me luck in tomorrow's maths.

If only i had started earlier, if only...



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