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grayce conners that person, grayce conners, rang wo zhang kai yan. he makes me feel as if i am jing de zhi wa. gosh i never seen any pcs of writing as powerful as his. if his ending had been a little more elaborated, if he spent a little more on the endings, i would have cried. if youre asking to see his writing, then ask it from me. its too long to post it anywhere. even on writing.com,its still very long. i cnp on microsoft words, it took up 23 pages. I want to print it out actually, to keep in my folders (its stories like that which makes you wanna keep it for life) but i dont have 23 A4 papers. just finished the whole box of it due to all the notes i made while studying, maths sums, etc etc. got aquainted with another author, his stories just wants to make me laugh out loud and go "wa lao eh" at the end. its damn cute. haha. :) got back one friend through friendster. it those kind where, you are actually good friends,but then, somehow down the road, you both grow distant, till the point of no hi or byes upon meeting. Well, communicating through friendster's "email". i feel relieved like she still remembers me (she "emailed" me first). *phew. and there's another friend whom i need to catch up with (they come in a pair! haha) jolene&tisa got me thinking. well, my clique have personalities from north and south poles. but that doesnt mean we are not happy together. we're still creating noise, jamming ideas together, making fun. and that's the best i ever can receive. because last time in pss, i was backstabed and rolled around like a ball. Everyone seem to hate me somehow, and i didnt feel welcome, yet i wasnt detest or hated actually. They just kept on backstabbing me, and seriously, i lost faith. those times where i had to search which friend was real and which was not. but its quite different in sn somehow. I thank God for giving me the aminos. (: without them, i cant even think how my life would end up. we mainly keep to ourselves (as in within clique), but if we really need to bitch to others, we dont backstab (like telling on secrets to outside pple). i'm kinda glad i currently dont have backstaber friends. Well, i now too, live by what jol cann the "accept people for what they are" and i think my clique is equally the same. or not how did we gell and how did i get accepted? But when you accept people as they are, it means that you accept their minus points. and when this area is involve, a lot of compromising and tolerating is involve. No matter how many times i say i am tired, i suffer a burn out, i still love my aminos a lot. every single one of them. So now i proceed to proclaim my undying love for the aminos. (oh, dont laugh i really mean it) the aminos have been with me through thick and thin, through everything happened in my life, given me laughters, (plus sadness, sourness, spicyness) all this makes me want to cherish the aminos even more because it doesnt happen every time in my lifetime. this may be the only time i'm so well loved and happy in a clique, i dont know. but in this moment, i feel blessed. it hit me because i see some people kenna the backstabbing, and it just open my wounds, and tell me how hurt it was to have those stuff in life. just tells me not to take anything for granted. esp the aminos. i love the aminos every little one of you all. :) (oh, did i mention i;m the oldest? haha!) oooh ooh, junior anselmo is finally online. after dont know how many million months, he must be touring around his brazil.. haha! okay, this is something guys need to pick up: honda; s2000 says: didnt you hear that when a woman speaks YOU CANT DONT PAY ATTENTION? honda; s2000 says: hurrs? Ristar (*) says: lol Ristar (*) says: hmm Ristar (*) says: yeah honda; s2000 says: so smart eh Ristar (*) says: sorry Ristar (*) says: darn, its a bad day today Ristar (*) says: :| honda; s2000 says: wow.. what happened? Ristar (*) says: well, i've got a sweetie shouting at me online... Ristar (*) says: ;) */ hahaha. and no, ristar isnt ehud. haha. 2:21 am powered by blogger |
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