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i live in a constant fear that it'll never happen somebody help me. please. got that from jol's blog. and it rattled my brain off its track. I have so many fears that i am too ashamed to publicise. ok, just one of them. I said something about getting hitched early. I am interested in that, but what if i cant find the guy? I am a tough one if you are talking about getting along and sharing dreams. Went to the library and subway just now. Borrowed a book titled sudden wealth how interesting. And i flipped through the nangyang poly's newsletter this morning. To get into business course, if i am not wrong, i need 6 subjects. Well, i need to check it out wih nyp first. just sent them a mail. Capricorn December 22 - January 19 Maybe you've been setting your expectations just a bit too high lately. You're tiring yourself out trying to live up to them. Of course, that's not all bad -- in the meantime, you've also left the competition in the dust. That's my horoscope today. Its 80% true (except that i am ahead). Its so hard and i am very very tired. - was flipping through straittimes. and after sports is the obiutary (or however you spell it). I still remember my ex tutor telling me that she reads that page. me: for what? karen: to see if anyone my friends or aquaintances died. It was so long ago and i was only 13 or 14 then. was interested in reading reports of all kinds of killing (no offense to people named Adrian, but most murderers in sg of the past, are named Adrian). I dont even took it to heart when karen said that and it didnt make any kind of significance to me. But now it does. in sn, we have met a number of deaths. this year is that girl from ld, few years back is that smart scholar girl from malaysia whose dating her uncle . somehow they are not from my range. still, what if i die tomorrow (choy!) and what would be listed under my achievements? Would it be blank? what about my testimonal in people's brains? would it be what jol thinks? summing up, i think we all have been wasting away like some fungus. or at least, its me who been polluting the earth and giving nothing back. i dont know why i am possessing these negative thoughts. i need to snap out of it. - saw suede's new album today in stores. Titled single wanted to grab it, but i remembered i had to buy hacken lee's custom made which cost 31. so i cant spend anything today. but i saw hacken lee's old album. I bet, if he looked at it now, he would be so ashamed. the old hacken, when he was in his 20s. haha. well, what i try to mean that he really looked horrible. rather, he looks really horrible when he was young. I rather him now. his hair's straighter, longer, cooler, blonder, he got more mature, got the charm now. haha. i almost laughed out loud when i saw it. lucky i didnt, or not the assistant would slant his eyes at me definitely. ps: if you got the nanyang poly's newsletter, check out this grammer mistake which i noticed IMMEDIETLY when i flip open. its staring right in yoru face. (spotted it because it was the firsrt paragraph i read). [ if you are wondering if i would tell you where it is, then no. go find out yourself. have fun. haha] btw, i saw michelle chia (xie yun yi, the model for extrim) last sat at paragon carpark. her car was parked behind mine. head in and mine is back in. That's why when i emerged from the back seat, i turned and saw her in the car. noticed because she's got a channel U carpark label plastered on the screen. if you are interested, she drives a green old toyota. She isnt really pretty actually. she's just normal, not even eye catching( except for her height. she isnt really tall but compared to most singaporean women she is. she's in her 3&half inch heels, and she is as tall as steffi. so she should be cia's height. ) 2:13 pm powered by blogger |
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