x ange
Tuesday, October 21



i am happy. for now at least. and i hate kelly chen. for now that is. until i can get over SHE DUET WITH HACKEN LEE.

while i struggle to finish maris stella paper 2, his songs are constantly played. well, tomorrow i end at 530. 530??!?!! means i cannot go sensualite?!?!?!?! CANNOT GO?!?!?! okay, i ask my mum to call, if they cant shift me.. then i'll have to stay at home or maybe sneak to the library, or even better, cook pasta for myself. but at 530, my mum probably ended her session, so i dont have much time on my hand anyway.

my life is so stagnent nowadays, that i dont have much to talk about. at least i am going school tmrw. and i severly need to get the O levels done and out with. but at the same time, i dont want everything to finish. i still feel like staying 15 forever, but there is no point. things are to be experienced and we have to move on. no matter how much i want to work (an opinion which i have constantly voiced out), i would still want to live under the shelter with my mum and dad supplying me my stuffs.

i shouldnt be writing anything like these right now. I am not eligible to write it just yet. I read one entry of this certain person, and he wrote from primary one to sec 4. and i will do one soon. which reminds me, i will cry during the grad. i think i will (but i know, i wont. i am too strong for that). maybe that's the reason why i want to teach, and i need to rethink that decision man. I have only one youth time and i cant afford to waste it. plus, there are still SO MANY THINGS TO DO.

let me first start with my maris stella paper II.



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