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it hurts so bad that i want to smack someone or something we aint talking. somehow i feel as if part of my heart is torn. or rather kenna knive-d damn. somehow i didnt realised how much she meant to me till these days. somehow one never cherish the other until something happened... it aint something so easy like better a friend than a foe. since we aint talking. and she is getting closer to somebody else. i cannot minus the feeling as if the someone else is out to steal my friend when i am going through some rough patch with her but i noe.. i should not feel this way. i cant concentrate no more. argh... i need her!!! without knowing.. she forms part of my life. now i feel like i'm lost. went to voxy for french manicure. never, never go voxy, i say! their skills is not good enough. not even as good as jamie's. when i was in the shop, it was fine. when i am out. it turn crazy. the white tip came off. and everything. i just used my nail polish remover to remove so now i have nicely shaped nails and i can apply base coat, my own colour and top coat. which i all have. l o l s. their nail shaping skills is fine. just the brand voxy is kinda horrid. should have listened to aud. she said xi chun said it sucks. but steff's nails are fine. partly, its kinda short. so the white part isnt greatly affected. i shall once stick my nails all for holistic. or maybe the place steffi mum went to. and i still cannot breathe. i need at least a week to recover. push facial and pedicure back to next sat hmmms.. my driver wasnt free. the taxi at taka was long as usual. so i left stef waiting for her driver at taka and went over to wisma the taxi queue was AS LONG!!! it was raining heavily then my saviour called me. my momma! lols. she came. so while waiting for her i went shopping in topshop and selfridge. nothing nice. dont like the season. went warehouse. DAMN. it was such a correct decision! i saw!!! the blouse!!! THE BLOUSE!! the sakura green silk blouse!!! 30% discount! i wanted it when it just came out. i didnt have money then. when i went back, the season was over and i thought i never saw it anymore so i was browsing. hoping to see it. then i was about to walk out off the shop i saw the 50% discount tag. went over to see. then something green caught my eye.. went over to the 30% sale section, it wasnt my blouse.. so i browse anyway. and i saw it! i was like WOAH! so i search for 14. LAST PC i tell you... so i grab it. l o l s. it didnt matter if it was on sale or not. all it matters was i see it again. even if it wasnt on sale. i would have bought. now now.. my burberry sandles have to wait. so i'm happy for the moment. i want her back. n o w. but i think, its best if i dont pressure her for an answer let her c o o l. tho steffi says it will take a week, i reckon it will take a month. but anyhow. -sings to nsync tune- i want you back 8:26 pm powered by blogger |
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