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Friday, July 18



i'm letting go
really letting go.
if its the right decision
or the wrong
i dont care anymore.




i said once..
it is the imperfection that gives you the identity
but then
we have to note and think how the imperfection(s) will affect others.
especially those close to you.
what's more.
those super close will feel it more.
try
putting yourself in other people's shoes.
not meaning you say it.
but close your eyes and imagine
that you are also in such a position.
how would you react?
and you will realise..
that the person who is feeling is
is holding back with so much control.
you will be surprised..



dont get me wrong. i'm attacking the general public.
imperfections dont have to be physical
or maybe temper.
small things like not being able to forgive and start afresh
are all called imperfections
or maybe smaller things like
not able to lend someone 10 cents
not because you cant afford.
but because you are not willing
like you feel you work hard for it
so why give it out?



less is more, more is less.
it sounds simple.
but what exactly does it mean
be generous.
not only in money.
in relationships, friendships
for you will receive much more.
it is explained in macbeth.
" lesser than Macbeth, and greater
not so happy yet much happier"
when you let go,
you can find it
and what does it means.
i cant explain.
it is a feeling and emotion
unexplainable.
you have to
try letting go



if one keeps on harping
then you wont see what's beyond it
because you will then be circling around the same bush
fang kai jiu shi hai kuo tian kong.
and when you dont see what's beyond it
you are not happy
and you wonder why everyone else is.
because they learnt to let it go


so try today.
try forgive someone.
or giving the person one more chance
try letting go.
try doing something you have never done before
do it everyday
this needs long term.
for start you may not be use to it.
but after that, you will feel
so much more at ease.
and that will be the time
you have really found it


i was readin my past blogs
i suddenly realised
it is so filled with anger
hate. so much that it scares me.
how in the world did i contain so much of it.


| audio | full CD 'to my love' by david london |



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