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one night like this could melt away the lonely emptyness yoyo. got the 5 photos up already. sorry to inform. but u needa sign up image station to be able to look at the pics. i cannot wait for inspiration. i desperately want my compo to be inside there. at least one. because ever since i received that book from xiao zhang hands i knew i wanted my own to be in there too. hahaha. so here's the link click here ok. for those jayjaxjags-ians who havent been there, sign up, its free and start clicking away! just keep clicking "next" after every view photo. :D went in to staff room during recess with g she went to hand in money. then i met sng. and ET was sitting behind. then ET started blabbing saying i had potential in science because my languages are good.. but what has languages got to do with science? science is maths that is something flammable to me. then gg wong called me. and i was still wondering after so many months though. how did he know i was 'angie' ? i thought only lmc and suzie? ok. he called twice actually. but the first time i daoed him, pretended not to hear and continue talking to sng but yeah. he said jayjaxjags were like having a pinic during the talk. ooh. no no.. i wasnt back facing the speaker. so.. when he said some of us were having a pinic was talking abt jayjaxjags lah? sheesh.. hated my eng results. she used the two most horrible results for PPR. fucked up bitch. chinese went up. it should be up there anyway. f&n is up there too. and yeah. it shld be up there anyway. lit did a flamboyant passing. haha. it's fine lah. proved to sherwood and lily tan, i can do lit. didnt manage to pass overall. thanks to com humans. got a 5 marks? which means i needed a 45 marks from other subjects to pull up my percentage. they had human test today. was the most boring 1 hr ever passed in my life. and another one hr during SS.. sherwood gave me the are-u-bored look. obviously i am. but i can do anything i wanted. so its fine. -big grins- i finished the diary of Anne Frank thurs morning. that's why i cld not feel the full blast of joy that should attacked me after the win in CL. but no. and here's a part from her second last entries. something that that i can quite relate to " As i have told you many times, i'm split into two. One side contains my exuberant cheerfulness, my flippancy, my joy in life and above all, my ability to appreciate the lighter side of things. By that i mean not finding anything wrong with flirtations, a kiss, an embrace an off colour joke. This side of me is usually lying in wait to ambush the other one, which is much purer, deeper and finer. No one knows Anne's better side, and that's why most people cant stand me. Oh, i can be an amusing clown for an afternoon, but after that people had enough of me to last a month. Actually, i'm what a romantic movie is to a profound thinker - a mere diversion, a comis interlude, something that is soon forgotten : not bad but not particulary good either. I hate having to tell you this, but why shouldnt i admit when i know its true? My lighter, more superficial side will always steal a march on the deeper side and therefore always win. You cant imagine how often i push away this Anne - to beat her down, hide her. But it doesnt work" she practically wrote out what i have been feeling for a period of time. so true that it sounds a bit freaky. lols | audio | dave koz : nothing but the radio on | 4:43 pm powered by blogger |
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