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Saturday, May 24




lemon rain

i could not remember the fragrance name sprayed by tan siew kim today.
that's why i used yesterday's.

day filled with much agony.
shant really bring it up.
am doing chinese close passage.
finished the tenth.
and i feel like sleeping.
but mommy hasnt called yet
or did she called during dinner
or when i was bath tubbing?
i check the phone.it's fine.
uncle david just called.
hais.
i just hope that she and daddy's fine.

i want to complete the close passage book by these three days.
and i noe it is possible.
and next is try to screw as many han zi into my brain as possible.
and i feel bad saying this,
i want to go, but i dont want also.
because monday i've got prelims.
my mum says it's ok.
but it is important to me.
in the end, i guess if va's going then i'm going.

hais. and can someone tell me if there's chengyu in the chn prelims paper?
if yes, then i have to brush through.

loads insecurities forming over me.
and i dislike the way it is surrounding me,
suffocating me. i want to breath.

i think i shall go and sleep now or something.
meeting aud at eleven tmr.
and that's damn early. lols.
let's pray i would be able to wake up
i dont like bung sae-ing her.

many things incomplete.
so little time.
too far back behind
only me to blame.

| audio | nelly: ride wit me |



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