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jeanette just sent me a email just now. there's something in it like When you feel the world have turn their back on you, take a second to think, it's you who turned your back on them i seriously disagree with this statement. imagine your friends having outing and DO NOT include you that is turning back to me how can one say that I have turn my back on them. that's how i am feeling now. i do notice some displeasure at somepeople to someone. and i happen to be hanging out with that someone. but that dont mean i will tell everything to that someone. ok. i dont make sense here. let me try again. i am associating with A. and people(friends. MY friends) sometimes do not like A coz of her traits. and i FEEL that people dont wanna hang out with me because they scared i tell A and A will hang along. i maybe a bit sensitive. but that's me. that's very me. i'm ultra sensitive. or rather reactive. and i simply hate the feeling i have now. in simple english. i DO NOT have the sense of security which i am suppose to be feeling stability in friendships gives me that feeling. and currently i dont feel it. which means. i fear that in my friendships, we DO NOT have stability 5:29 pm powered by blogger |
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