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having a headache now. had it since afternoon when i was wif vern, cole, jiam had debate meeting and stuff. ok. and stuff. haha. i went over to bishan late by 30 mins. saw amanda poon and jiam and vern. was acting normally but vern saw through me. coz AAPA flew into my head. did some stuff at coffee bean. but it was too humid & hot so we decided to move somewhere went novena, decided to rot in califonia. went in and practically sat there from 2+ till 8.30 one of the waiters gave us the attitude. like we ever care. the funny thing is, vern and jiam wore white. me and cole wore yellow pure coincidence. hehs. i really feel like a bitch. more and more like a bitchy bastard. :( i quite like my day todae. slacked. yet we did work, yet at the same time enjoyed. ok. we did talk abt very meaningful things. went home at 8.30+ thought i took the wrong train coz they said "newton" where it stopped at TP werid. wanted to cash some money out. but they said at least 80 bucks. wow. 80? then i will spend like there's no tmr. :( hais. i want to sleep now. but.. but.. :( i noe why i dread going to church now. not that i do not believe in God or watever. it is because i am too ashamed to face Him. i keep myself occupied so that i will not ever think of that past. but whever i see mole jo and sarah isabella, those things will come back to me. so clearly. that i am so so scared. :(( -i cannot bear to meet her. i cannot face rejection- +i am so so so tired+ [sniffs] | video | Good Charlotte : lifestyle of the rich and famous | 10:12 pm powered by blogger |
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