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Thursday, January 23



just realised the REAL meaing of stress. those i felt last yr were.. small stuff. stress is a complicated thing. it can forbid u to eat, sleep or do anything that requires evem small amount of energy. tonite is one of those where i finally is able to relax but it is also one nite where i have time to actually allow those stress to seep in. rot in the bathtub for about 45 mins( wif my NEW bathfoam today. blueberry by Marks and Spencer). read some chapters of 'turning thirty' then went to watch the half an hr left of charmed and smallville. while channel hopping to channel U coz nan qing nu ai is playing its last episode. my mum had to force me to take dinner. i really didnt want to. but wth? and during recess. i also dont feel like eating. sometimes i feel that i am swallowing forcing myself to swallow the food. not that i mind the money. but wat the-? i am really sleepy now. btw. my school has a pervert. saw him today. when me, xinni and jas went over. he ran out. wth? and Thx to Theresa (or funny name) for my prezzie :) it's really nice and i like it. heh.

// the missing is getting greater and greater. even though i barely have time for myself or for anyone or for any cause. i found out that even during advertisments, i find myself thinking of her. wat's my problem?



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