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Monday, January 27



it came back and attack me again.

those muscle cramps. this time one the right calf. or lower tigh. watever u call it.

i kept counting from one to 36 into the pillow. so that it cld muffle my voice. for a whole minute i was in pain.
and now. i am feeling the after-effects. straining and all.

not in the mood to do anything. felt like blogging. then the impulse to blog went off.
since i'm almost at the middle. must as well continue.

today sucks. i shld have not see milan's match results. blame it on me for being so emotional and greedy for wanting milan to float at the top.
but why cant they just learn from Arsenal? When they(Milan) had a 3 point lead, they went into sheer complacency.
that's what i call it. they just start floating and losing their head. They just have to crash, and then they start building up again. How are they going to win the scudetto like this?

after that, went down to the track for nothing. (i got a feeling that this was what made the cramp come back. ok. dehydration too)
had lit. but she was in such good mood that she was almost floating ard than walking and i wondered if her jaw hurts from smiling so hard. we've got $450 bucks for the food and fun fair raising. wahaha. basically me($70), xy($50), va($150), xinni($20) etc.

started painting classroom. during assembly time. char opened the door just like that. no informing. made me splash oil-based silver paint on my pinafore. my mum screamed at me so hard that my ears still hurt. went around in blouse and shorts until my mum send the new ones to school.

went through all the classes, ifnally slogged till end of sch. painted the classroom (again). her and her fren stood outside my class waiting for jasmine lee chan bing. talking abt 8 mile. It's NC-16. ha. i can go.

my mum just sucks. her tolarenace level is so low. my dad is having flu. coughing and all.she just like want him to get well ASAP that even my ventolin she asked me to give him try. From the MEDICAL point of view which she dont have a single bit, ventolin is to clear the windpipe. Why i use ventolin is because i have asthma and i do have fits of that coming a whole lot at times. i feel like smashing her brains. i do biology btw.

thanks to junior. for making me smile, like always :)

and i'm glad that my dad warned me not to wake in the middle of the night to watch that match. or else i will be more heartbroken.

-curse the after effects-

dont want to visit soccerage. not milan web. i just want to coop and sleep. be a cacoon



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