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i am still very extremely upset. no. the cramps (muscle) did not come today. but how can one be so sure? marco went over to Empoli. he wants playing time. funny day. LLE was pointing me out of the crowd. guess wat she said? the girl with black socks and tracks shoes pls come up. omg. all my friends were laughing at her. black socks? hell. that is my ankle guard. here comes the conversation " why are u wearing black socks?" " It is my ankle guard." "why cant u get a skin colour one? why black?" "my doctor.." -cuts my sentence half way- "dont tell me abt ur doctor, i can go to any pharmacy and get one skin coloured one" " my ankle measurements are taken and send to UK to specially make one ankle guard for me" -she keeps quiet. and attacked my hair- "and ur hair! it's wrong too! so untidy and wrong colour" -ok. my turn to shut up. and i went back- like. errs? wrong color so? wat can i do? faith is a very devalued thing in our materialistic society. i can also feel it slipping away in my bones. true faith is very hard to attain /just realised my faith in milan is not strong enough. very weak. i get scared whenever milan loses ONE match. l o l s talking to Ehud just now. cheered me up loads. he makes me smile the same way junior does. wonder if brazilian men have some kind of effect on me. i mean friends btw. dont tink so far. loads to say. but too much to put it to words. just thanks to steff, xy, Ehud, bell, char, lama for making me smile today :) | audio | john mayer : ur body is a wonderland | 10:00 pm powered by blogger |
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